Soo as you know Instiute is my favorite thing.. EVER. ( like I forgot how much I love it)
And tonight I was finally able to go!
We talked about a topic ive been thinking a lot about.. Hope.
For years, I thought hope was just a form of optimism .Believe that good things will happen , and they will happen. But them bad things continuously began to happen in. My life.
I began to hate hope. Seriously hate it. To the point where I just expected bad things to happen, and decide that I would find the best way to find the blessings in the trial , and deal with the bad thing.
But these past few weeks with the hospital stays, cancer scans , oodles of tumors, and mountains of appointments. I’ve began to see and feel hope as something different.
And tonight I realized what it was.
So in my perspective. Faith, is that daily trust in God that no matter how dark some days may be. he will provide the light down the path, that makes going forward possible.
And hope.. Hope is just “ endgame faith
It’s the faith they whither the “time “ in our life is good. Or whither it is bad.
God will provide.
It’s the “endgame “. faith, that this life isn’t pointless, that bodies riddled with illness aren’t worthless, that a life that didn’t go to your plan , isn’t a life of wasted potential.
It’s long term faith.
That God keeps his promises, and it will be worth it to keep our end of the deal.. and keep going forward, even when it seems like the darkness will never end.
Hope.. is so much more than I ever gave it credit for ❤️. #smileon🐷 #lighttheworld #institute #hope #endgame #faith #spoonie #chronicillness