💎Celebrate what your proud of💎
We are almost done with the first month of 2020. I don't think I do 'new year new me' posts, I rarely put anything but tags on my pics, but here we are. Personally this New Years Eve was something I was kind of dreading. 2019 was honestly one of the hardest years I've ever dealt with. It rubbed alot of the sparkle off the sassy demeanor. I lost alot. And I learned alot. But by the end of the year I was healthier then I've been in a very long time and alot of the little battles I was working on in my personal life were quietly resolving themselves.
I have a dichotomous relationship with my body, as I'm sure alot of us do. When everything is in the air, however, and I am deep inside a cluster fuck. I always come back to my muscles. Skating❤❤, running😂 (hobbling atm), swimming 😍 what ever is taking my fancy. I'm proud of my body and what I've put the little unit through, I'm not tanked or like rocking my 6 pack, but I'm healthy, happy and fucking strong. Also it's taken like 27 years but I almost have some booty 😂😂😂 can I say living the dream 😂 #killingit .
I haven't really posted many pictures over the last year and I thought that this would be a good one. I get a bit of a chuckle, pay omage to my old body pics, but I also get to highlight something I'm always working on. Something that helps me deal with stress of uni, usually clears my headspace and is fun. 😂😂 Seriously, there was alot to take away from 2019, and even so far in 2020. The biggest thing is to abandon insecurities and return to the 'fuck-that-noise' mentality. I usually have a pretty low quantity of 'fucks-to-give' except for those I care about. Last year really tested all of my values and expectations and it was hella demoralizing.
But im pretty stubborn and by the end of the year I had pulled some magic out. I'm not quite hitting all the bullseyes just yet. But like a 95% hit rate ain't too bad at all. So yea woot woot. I'll be over here putting my shorts on 1 butt cheek at a time 😉😂! #newyear #2020 #fitgal #happy #progresspic #firstpic #girlswithtattoos #butts #goi #girlsgirlsgirls #proud #pod #altgirl #fitgirl #bedroomselfie #comeback