My truth... •
I turned 36 earlier in the year but it’s only recently that I’ve realised just how far I’ve come and how far I still have to go! I have so may unhealed parts of me that are screaming to be mended and I’m slowly learning to sit with them, to understand what they need me to do! Wounds that stem from my childhood and suffering sexual child abuse. Wounds from an ever toxic relationship with my mother. Wounds from meeting the wrong guy after wrong guy. Wounds from domestic violence and the biggest of all, wounds from my own self hate, doubt and fears!
Life isn’t perfect and things happen. Things that we would not choose for ourselves, may find their way to us. Lessons to learn or tragedy to overcome. We may feel defeated but we stand back up, dust ourselves off, put on a smile and face the world, ready for whatever else may come, but yet, hopeful and optimistic that life is going to turn out great. •
We are so unaware of our own power that we never fully harness it. Always worried how it might offend someone else or fearing that we are not deserving of our own love, strength and protection! •
I know I have a long way to go on my journey of self love and self discovery, and I know a big part of that is the belief of ‘not being enough’. No amount of retreats or books, will help fix that!
I know that in order to heal, I must face parts of myself that I have blocked out for almost all of my life. I have to go within and break down my own walls and dissolve this warped belief that I’m not enough, because deep down, I know I am! •
You are your own hero. You are your strength. You are your peace. You are your love! It begins and ends with you! It will take time and some parts you’ll have to keep replaying till you get it right but it will feel so good on the other side! •
All that time you have let pass you by. All those memories you never made. All those ways you put yourself down. All the times you hid away. STOP! Don’t give up on yourself! You are worth fighting for & you are so deserving of love and all things magic! 🖤🖤